Everybody is mad here, the Cheshire cat used to say.
It's true.
The whole universe - my little one - has gone crazy.
The things I considered least likely to happen do happen.
The people around behave in such a way I can't answer Arbenin's question 'Мне непонятно, кто из нас идиот'.
Reality is less and less real.
I do things I was ashamed and scared of thinking about.
Realise - and still keep doing.
Wanna be a card with 'off-with-their-heads' mission fulfilled: reasonable, senseless, perfect in being inalive, happy in nothingness.